Judgement is always served with a side of ignorance. As my years have passed, and my chaotic thoughts slowly learning to process, my opinions of others have become increasingly empathetic and settled. Perhaps this is due to the better understanding of heavy experiences and their effect on ones soul. Or, it just might be that my hearts energy is savoured for love, no longer hate.
As I broaden my networks, it is never a surprise, but always a disappointment to listen to the cattiness, betrayal and bitterness others save inside of themselves for a later date of bitchin’. Some have told me tales involving people I had never met, yet could have made a very bias opinion of after the fact. One day, like any other, I found myself in one of these situations and threw the dulling sound of judgement projecting from my fellows mouth I thought to myself;
‘How many times have you spoken this way about me? Once? Twice? If so, what have you said?’
Nervousness and irritability over rode my insides. My anxiety started to creep into my gut and thought processing was shooting through my mind like a majestic bullet darting in and out of self doubt and pity.
Through out my studies of universal impact, soul sessions and our projection to this world, I made the conscious decision to brake the cycle. No more ill hearted conversations about others. No more nay saying or secret ill-wishing. 2013 contract to myself was to empathise, forgive and seek light in others.
We have an incredible ability to focus on the negatives. Whether this is in others, situations or in ourselves, our choice to be sorrowing and sour is simply that; a choice. How great we would feel knowing, trusting, that our image was seen as only good. That our impact on another could help bring happiness and love into their heart. I know for me I had spent too long wasting years of this precious life with narrowed and bitter views of others. My pain had transcended into my everyday, and no longer was I loving, I was now hating. My commitment to hate, however, was not strong enough to carry through my journey of forgiveness, and I now find myself soaking in the rays and smiles of strangers.
Today, this week, for the remainder of this year, choose love. Wasting your heart and soul on hatred and bitterness will only continue to destroy your time in this life. It benefits nobody. If you need to forgive, just do it. If you need to tell someone you love them, just do it. If you need to cry, just do it. Get it out, own it, live it.
We only get one chance in this life. Make it beautiful.
H xx
